Suffering or Inconvenience
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Suffering or Inconvenience

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Bishop Greer Godsey (Old Catholic), Rev. Dr. Marc Trimm (MCC), and Bishop Ben Williams (Old Catholic) discuss whether what we go thru is true suffering or just inconveniences.

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I'm Bishop Greer

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and joining me tonight is Reverend Mark

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greetings everybody and Bishop Ben

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greetings to everybody too

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so we took a little bit of a long break

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haha

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instead of a one month break

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it ended up being a two month break

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because we had to deal with Hurricane Helene

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I thought it was

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cause Bishop Ben was on an extended vacation

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well he did go to Vegas for a while

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but I mean

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we would have gone on without him

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even if he was in Vegas but um

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no Hurricane Helene kind of came through our area

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and kind of devastated the area

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and so we've been working to

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get back to some semblance of normality

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in the area

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and actually the topic for tonight's podcast

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in the start of our season 10

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is actually inspired by Hurricane Helene

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uh River Mark and I were talking one night as we

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uh sat uh

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smoking cigars in

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um at his house because he had power and we didn't

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and this was kind of

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one of those ideas that came out of that

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that is are we actually suffering

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or are we just inconvenienced

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because we went through a period

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I think Rivermark had power out for like six days

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and we had power out for eight days

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and then I spoke with somebody at the church today

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who had no power for 11 days

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and so I mean

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um

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were we really suffering

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or were we just inconvenienced by these things

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uh so that's what we're gonna talk about tonight

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um

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since you came up with the idea hahaha

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yeah well start you off

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I think a lot of times

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we

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we read a lot about suffering in scripture

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we read a lot about suffering around the world

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and then we go through situations where

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like with our Hurricane you know no one expected

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the level of devastation that Augusta right

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and the surrounding communities experienced

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that evening or that aft

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that night

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and you know I woke up

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right when the power went out that morning

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at about 4:00 and was laying in bed and just

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I'll never forget the sound right

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it was insane just the amount of wind and of course

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it had been raining

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and um

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you wake up the next morning there's no power

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wake up the next morning and you know

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chunks of my roof are in the yard

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shingles that is and you know I don't

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you don't know what to do and right

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it's like how do you get a hold of people

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and so you know

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there was a lot of stuff going on and

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you know

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you feel the pressure of having to adapt and to

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to change and

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to adjust and

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you know how do I go about my normal life

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because there is no normality there

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because everything is disrupted

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we don't have electricity

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we can't get out trees are down and

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you know food spoils because it's out for so many days

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the electricity that is and

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you know it's an aggravation

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it is you have moments where you're

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that that routine is disrupted right

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and I became frustrated because

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you don't know what's going on beyond

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beyond your little neighborhood you're in

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and you start asking you know

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is my sister okay is my parents okay

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or are my congregates okay or my friends okay

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and you know

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and then you stop step back and you're like oh

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thank god I'm okay

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and then you start hearing the reports

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uh there was what

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last count I read was 32 dead right

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and the majority

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maybe all but three or four of those people

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died from trees crashing through their homes

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and killing them

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and things kind of start getting into perspective

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and you see a lot of people jumping on Facebook and

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you know

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they're complaining about this or talking about that

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and you know our

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I think we're so blessed in America

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that even when we have tragedies like this now

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stuff that happened in North Carolina is

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you know

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definitely beyond comprehension where entire towns are

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just wiped off the map because of flooding

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yeah that's a little different

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I'm talking about us here locally

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you know we

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we we're more

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you realize you're more inconvenienced to things

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because while yes

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I didn't have gas

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uh in abundance for days

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no electricity you know

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I was still able to function

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I had food I could eat I had things I could

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could uh consume

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I could communicate with people right

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um

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you know yeah

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I was wearing you know

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I was having to charge my phone in the car

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and run my gas out but

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um you know

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eventually I was able to get gas and uh

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you know

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fortunately I was off from work for six days

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and then the church was without power

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so that we couldn't hold services right

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so it didn't have to be anywhere

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you know but you're concerned for everybody else

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and

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it really puts into perspective of how blessed we are

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to be able to recover so quickly

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at least the majority of us

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there's many people are still displaced

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because their homes were either devastated or

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you know a tree landed and it split into right

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and um

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at no point did I go hungry

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but there's places all around the world

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that can't say that right

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there's people around the world

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from natural devastations that

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you know have been years trying to recover right

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and you know

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within less than a month we were back to a routine

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for the majority of us many people again

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still dealing with things but

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are we are we blessed

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are we inconvenienced or are we suffering

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and you know

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I think each of us has to ask that question

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right and each of us has to answer it

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I think so many people were kind of um

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they kind of thought maybe

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they were living the life of job for a little while

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there right

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they're ready to sit on the

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in their yard and scrape their wounds and

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and you know

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cry for help you know

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but uh

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in reality you know

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we fared a lot better than

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you know many of the places around us like Asheville

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North Carolina

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some of the cities up there

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where they may never find all the people

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that were affected just simply because of the

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you know complete devastation of the of the city

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and you know

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but so many people too

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and I noticed this on social media off and on as

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you know lunar and I are trying to get out to people

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accurate information

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about what resources were available

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where curfews were um

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what the curfews were

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uh alternative sheltering

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and things of that nature out to people

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the one thing that you know

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struck me over and over and over again was

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uh how

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you know being without power for a lot of people

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uh and I'm not talking people with medical necessities

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and things but just

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you know people

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that are in good health and everything

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being without power was like

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the end of the world for them and

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you know God help them

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the internet was down

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right

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you know uh

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forget that

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we had just gone through a Category 1 Hurricane

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hitting Augusta Georgia

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I mean which as far as I'm aware

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has never happened in the history of Augusta Georgia

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yeah um

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and so forget that for a minute

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the biggest problem was

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I don't have electricity and I don't have internet

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and so uh

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you know it was very interesting to me to see that

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that was considered suffering

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you know that

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you know I'm being

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I'm being inconvenienced

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to the point that it's now suffering and persecution

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you know

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and I'm thinking you know

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we lived as a as humanity for years without electricity

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we live for centuries without internet

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I mean running water

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running water yeah

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I mean you had to go to the well

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in the middle of the city to get

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to get water

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and here

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we had semi trucks bringing in bottles of water for us

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right we didn't have to go to wells right

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and I even thought about it

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as I jumped in the very cold shower

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yeah

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uh cause

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I end up taking a shower before

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Mark's power came back on

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before ours came back on

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and um

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yes it was ice cold

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and it certainly gave me a good little start

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and it made my arthritis flare up

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but I didn't have to go out

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and bring a bucket full of water

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to fill up a tub

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yeah it was pumped right into my home

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where I can freeze my butt off in the

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my shower without prying eyes

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buckets of water right

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right so

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I mean um

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all things told we're very blessed

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right you know

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um

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and I think the moment that it really hit for me

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that concept is we're sitting out

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Luna and I created a fire pit in the front yard

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with the idea that some of the neighbors could come

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and gather around if they wanted to

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and that kind of thing none of them did

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they preferred to sit inside their dark homes

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and bitch and moan about the darkness so

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um hot dark home

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the hot darkness yes

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and we uh

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we sat out in front of the fire

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and Luna decided she wanted a bag of popcorn

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well all we had in the house was microwave popcorn

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so what did she do she went and got a pan

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and that bag of microwave popcorn

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and put it in the pan and put it over the fire

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there you go and sat there and pop

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now half of it burned in the bag

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but I mean

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but it was popcorn you know

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and

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you know we were able to heat things up over the fire

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we were able to cook things out on the grill

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in the back and stuff like that

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so we fared pretty well

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and most people around us did too

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you know nobody went without food

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nobody went without um

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you know at least the majority of their necessities met

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um but there were people who lost their homes

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lost everything they had

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a dear friend of ours Sid Gates

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Doctor Sid Gates

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um

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he lost his home

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you know in the midst of all of this

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um so

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I mean uh

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but even in that it's really an inconvenience because

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you know nowadays we have insurance

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we have the ability to rebuild or buy new

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you know um

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it's not the sorrow and

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and tribulations that many people made it out to be

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because you know

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you you step back and you begin to look at

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you know I could have went days

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even probably a couple weeks and been able to eat

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uh it may not have been exactly what I wanted to eat

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but I had the you know

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I had enough stuff in my my cupboard there to um

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your pantry to uh

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to get what I needed right

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and um

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I had bought some stuff before the Hurricane

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not thinking

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you know it was just a day for me to go buy some stuff

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I wasn't thinking that we'd have what we had

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and we've had tropical storms come through

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we lose power for a few hours and then we're fine

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but you know

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this was a whole lot different and

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you know true suffering comes when

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you know you

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you lose everything and there's no hope

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or there's no ability for you to be able to

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to rebuild or right

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you know you're complete

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you know there's people that are completely displaced

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uh in various countries

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I mean up in Asheville

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North Carolina

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you've got people that used to live in neighborhoods

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and

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and they're camped out in tents now

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and that is their neighborhood

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all right I can't

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you know I can't fathom that I

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you know um

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and when I realize that you know

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I'm just being inconvenienced

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I step back and I go you know

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I'm a blessed person you know

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I live in a country that uh

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for all its faults there are some things that it gets

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right now I'm not

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you know and we

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we were able to have the National Guard come out

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and be able to assist us and

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in different organizations and responses

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and I'm not under the delusion that

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all of Augusta was in the same boat that I was in

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there's many people that didn't have access to

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to food and had very limited supply

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you know they have their kids and family members

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we have people in our church that had to go to

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to emergency shelters because they had generators

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and they had to take their family members

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who were on oxygen right

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so that that

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you know but they were blessed enough to be able

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to go somewhere right

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and we really need to to remember that yeah

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it's it's hard

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it's difficult but at the end of the day

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we're breathing end of the day

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we can go to sleep and wake up the next day

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and continue to do better right

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uh we can

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you know we

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I didn't go hungry you know I

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I cut back on how much I did eat

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only I had a sandwich in the morning

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and then something in the afternoon

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Bishop brought pizza to me once and then uh

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I think a hamburger or hot dog or something like that

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uh from the y'all school they

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they were giving out food

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and

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you know and

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you know what I enjoyed the most about all

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all of it was just the

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the being able

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I cherish the time that we were able to just sit there

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and talk to each other you know

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there were no distractions

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we had to be careful how much we were on our phones

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right because battery was precious

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battery life was precious and

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um you know

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we had to be fortunately

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we don't live too far from each other so right

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um but at the same time we

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you we

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I realized that it could have been worse

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true and it

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I had I had many things to be thankful for

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and I was I was inconvenienced

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you know I'm not

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I'm not going to put myself in the Saint Francis

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category or the or the Gandhi categories or the

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the other

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people that have gone into the world to try to

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right injustices and have lost their lives right

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you know that's true suffering

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you know and while their reward I believe in the

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in the next life is wonderful uh

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sure they suffer in this life here

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so we it really

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it really slowed me down to realize

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life is too fast for us here

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right we overlook too much and realize

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and not realize how blessed we are

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and we need to pause and be more thankful on a

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on a continual basis indeed

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Mister Ben you have any thoughts

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no you actually covered it well

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but you know I was going to say to people that are

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that are non clergy or non understanding of things

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how would a lay person discern

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suffering versus merely inconvenience

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you know I think that's a good question

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I think that um

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this is kind of the way I look at it okay

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if you don't have roving gangs of people

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pulling you out of your home and stealing your stuff

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uh if you don't have people coming and saying

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denounce your faith or you're getting shot

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you're not being exiled to a foreign country

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because what you say or do is

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found to be offensive by your government right

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then it's likely just inconvenience

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you know correct

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because

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and I think that's a good point to make it Bishop Ben

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is that

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we as Americans don't really know suffering

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I mean there are some people who do

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there are some people who go to bed hungry every night

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there are some people

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who don't have a roof over their head

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don't know where their next meal is coming from

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are constantly being you know

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thrown from one city to another or

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you know that kind of thing

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but most

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Americans

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don't really understand the concept of suffering

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you know because in the reality

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most everything that we deal with in our daily lives

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is not suffering it's just inconvenience

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um now

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I mean I know people who have cancer and are dying

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that's suffering

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I know people who

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have had Covid and died that's suffering

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um there are women

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like in Texas who died

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because they weren't given proper medical care

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after Roe v Wade was overturned

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um that's suffering

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but the reality is that

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most of what we go through in America

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is not true suffering

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the internet being down for

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you know five or six days

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that's not suffering

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the power being out for eight

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or 10 or 12 days is not suffering

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um

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even not being able to drive around town

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because trees are blocking the road

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that's not suffering

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you know

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especially if you have food and water

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and everything at the house

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you really don't need to be out anyway

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but

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there were people who were spending their whole days

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part of the gas station

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just waiting for gas

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for the power to come on so they could get gas

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I was watching people post on

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cause several areas had curfews right

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edgfield being one of them

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and I was flipping through some page somewhere

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Facebook page somewhere where people were commenting

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you're not gonna tell me to stay home

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you're not gonna tell me

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and the reason they were telling us to stay home was

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cause there were power lines in the road

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there were trees in the road

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emergency vehicles and electric companies

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the National Guard they were all trying to clear that

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and get that out of the way

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so that we could resume normality

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well we lost a lot of people in Augusta

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not a lot lot

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but I mean several people in Augusta who got run over

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because they were walking down a dark street

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in dark clothes

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and somebody trying to find gas or get to a store

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run them over yeah

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cause we had no street lights

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there were no street lights

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you know you could barely see

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uh we had several people die

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from running into trees that were blocking the road

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cause they couldn't see them

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you know but by God

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they were gonna be out they were gonna be out

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you know and bless them

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I hope it was worth every minute of it

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but I mean well

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we're so accustomed in our country

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to just doing everything we want right

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and we think that the minute somebody says hey

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you know best not be on the road right now

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we think they're trying to infringe on rights

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and stuff like that it's like folks

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this is an emergency situation

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right where there are literally trees in the road right

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there are blockages in the road

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you can't get around I mean

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trees were just laying all over roads

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right and

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you know where do you have to be if you're not a

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an essential worker you have you

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you should stay home until we can get back out

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and thankfully within days

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we were able to yes

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but people were online

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acting like their rights were being just ripped away

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by some Nazi

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and it's like folks

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we're just trying to clear paths

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right and I got

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I get it you know

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uh the electric

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the electrical companies

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the people that came in from out of state to work

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they were working around the clock

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they had shifts working around the clock

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and most of our lines had to be completely run fresh

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and new telephone poles had to be taken down

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because they were ripped into

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and brand new ones put in

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I mean it was a major undertaking

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yes it was

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and you got people that didn't need to be anywhere

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were all ticked off

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because they couldn't just go at will where they wanted

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that's not suffering

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yeah no

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and it reminds me of you know

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in the early days of Covid

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you know we had the mask mandates

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we had the curfews we had the

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you know social distancing

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even the shutdowns and stay at home orders

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and people were throwing a fit

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you know I'm

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the government's not going to tell me I can't go out

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well most of those died from Covid

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so I mean

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that

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I guess they kind of Learned their lesson ultimately

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but you know

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it was the same concept you know

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they felt it

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being forced to stay home was somehow oppressive

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and was a form of suffering

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it wasn't

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you had food you had water

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you had electricity you had internet

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you had the people that you either loved

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or didn't love around you

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oh dang

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well if you didn't love them

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that might have been a little bit of suffering but

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the point is that you know

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that this was just an inconvenience

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it was not true suffering

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and yet people made it out

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as though that was the end of the world

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you know and so

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but what we were trying to do during the pandemic

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was to try to

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save as many people from getting the disease

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as humanly possible

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because we had no clue what it would do long term

27:32

right you know

27:33

today we look back on it four years on now

27:37

and we know that

27:40

the more times you get Covid

27:42

the more likely you are to get long Covid

27:44

which ultimately is deadly

27:47

you end up dying from it eventually

27:51

it's not a pretty sight

27:55

and if people had stayed in instead of

27:58

you know being bull headed

28:01

they wouldn't be suffering from the issues

28:03

they're suffering from now

28:06

but unfortunately

28:09

again people thought that was a bridge too far

28:12

that it was suffering

28:14

and it was causing them persecution

28:16

especially when the churches had to close down

28:18

oh you would have thought that Hitler

28:21

himself had walked through the city

28:22

and declared that all the churches must shut down

28:27

well I'm

28:28

you know my statement about

28:29

you know we're so free in America to do what we want

28:33

that's not a negative that's a

28:35

it's just we're accustomed so much to

28:39

you know we're the land of the free right

28:42

and the minute minute

28:44

we have to pull back and say okay

28:46

we need to scale back a minute

28:47

it's the same principle as

28:50

you know when you break your leg or break a foot

28:53

or something like that and

28:56

you know

28:57

you want to go running or you want to go walking

29:00

or you want to go you know

29:01

do what you normally do

29:03

but instead you have to keep the leg in a boot or

29:07

or the foot in the boot that is

29:08

keep the leg up or put it in a cast whatever

29:11

and so you have to spend time

29:15

letting that heal is the same type of principle

29:18

except this is on a mass scale

29:21

no one's trying to rip your rights away and no one's

29:25

you know now

29:27

now if they had persisted into

29:29

they were still doing curfews now right

29:31

then that's we're talking a different story right

29:34

but having curfews for a few days or a week

29:38

just so that 1 people are on the road

29:41

emergency

29:41

people are available to the folks doing emergency work

29:46

right versus people that don't need to be out

29:49

that are just derping around

29:50

riding around causing accidents right

29:53

so you know

29:56

it's just common sense to me

29:59

but so many people think that

30:00

you know this is just a power grab

30:03

a power grabs when they start passing laws and start

30:06

you know infringing and it becomes a long term thing

30:10

right I mean

30:11

sure then we can talk

30:13

but we're so used to

30:15

in our country being free to do whatever we want

30:18

that the minute someone says no

30:19

you can't it's like a second

30:21

you know it's like there's a

30:24

I don't know a

30:25

something that rises up in us and we're like

30:28

we'll show you right

30:29

Boston Tea Party moment all over again

30:31

oh yeah

30:32

yeah and

30:34

you know that true it

30:37

it

30:37

it's not a situation where we have to step back and go

30:42

you know

30:43

you know the lord's trying to

30:46

trying to test me or trying to what

30:47

we were just inconvenienced and we

30:50

it should be a wake up call for us to 1

30:53

remember how quickly life can change right

30:56

and how quickly things can happen

30:58

and that we need to be grateful for what we do have

31:04

and the blessings that we have

31:07

as you said that uh

31:09

comedian Ron White came to mind and he said

31:16

you know he got pulled over by a cop one time

31:18

he was drunk and driving correct

31:21

got pulled over by a cop

31:22

and the cop goes to put him in cuffs and he says

31:26

Mr White you have the right to remain silent

31:30

Ron White says

31:31

I might have had the right to remain silent

31:34

but I did not have the ability

31:37

I think that's

31:39

that sums up kind of the American view on things

31:42

you know

31:44

uh we may have the right

31:45

but we definitely don't have the ability sometimes well

31:49

or the ability to just apply

31:51

what's that book common sense right

31:54

that probably nobody reads anymore right

31:57

um

31:58

you know

32:00

I just

32:02

yeah

32:04

common sense isn't so common anymore sadly

32:07

that's correct you know

32:09

people have long abandoned it

32:14

um

32:16

I like using the example of job

32:19

when it comes to suffering

32:21

because Job Job was a man who understood suffering okay

32:26

if you need a real explanation of suffering

32:28

read the story of job or some people call him job

32:32

it was not written about Steve Jobs

32:34

it was written about job but anyway um

32:40

Joe don't you go to

32:41

don't you go to the book of job to

32:42

to find a find a job

32:45

find a job here you go

32:48

uh it's just like

32:49

Adam and Eve are the first ones to not read the apple

32:52

terms and conditions so anyway

32:55

uh

32:58

we uh

32:59

I mean job lost everything

33:01

he lost all of his crops

33:03

he lost all of his animals that he was

33:06

you know taking care of

33:07

he lost his children

33:09

his wife ultimately walked out on him

33:12

he lost his health

33:13

he ended up with sores and boils all over his body

33:17

his own friends were telling him to curse god and die

33:21

you know

33:23

there's a guy who understands suffering

33:26

right okay

33:27

when you have to sit on the side of the road

33:29

in front of what was left of your house

33:32

and scrape your wounds with pottery

33:35

that's suffering

33:38

but even in that suffering

33:42

what did job do he refused to curse God and die right

33:48

yeah he got angry

33:49

he got frustrated he had a long dissertation about

33:54

why is this happening to me

33:57

why are you picking on me

34:00

but he never let it destroy his faith

34:04

he never let it cause him to waver

34:10

and yet we have so many people today that

34:13

when they are slightly inconvenienced

34:15

they suddenly their faith goes out the window

34:19

yeah

34:20

you know they begin whining oh

34:22

why is this happening to me

34:24

oh God must be punishing me

34:27

no God's not punishing you

34:30

this is just a mere inconvenience

34:33

right you know um

34:36

I mean we're talking about the God of the universe

34:37

who could snap his fingers

34:38

and you just don't exist anymore

34:40

I mean if he really wanted to punish someone

34:43

he could punish someone

34:45

I don't believe that God stoops to the level of these

34:49

petty tit for tat exchanges

34:53

where oh

34:54

well you sinned

34:55

so I'm going to make your car blow up today

34:57

and not work anymore you know

34:59

I just don't think that's how God works

35:02

one of the greatest gifts that god gives us

35:05

is the gift of our life to

35:09

to function and to do things the way we want to

35:13

to make the decisions right

35:15

many people will step back

35:17

and this may be a little controversial haha

35:22

you know oh

35:22

God's in control God's in control

35:25

you know if God wants to make it happen

35:28

it'll just happen no no

35:33

god gives us

35:34

the opportunities to make the right choices

35:37

god gives us the opportunities to do the right things

35:40

to other people god gives us the opportunity to be

35:45

that Grace

35:45

that extends to people that don't deserve it

35:49

and God gives us

35:51

do I believe in supernatural intervention

35:53

I do I believe that God can step in and do things

35:57

supernaturally beyond humans ability right

36:00

but I also believe that god works through individuals

36:04

to make things happen you know

36:06

that's why the disciples were sent out into the world

36:11

instead of Jesus ascending to some world platform

36:14

right to declare the message of the Kingdom

36:18

um Jesus worked through the 12 through the

36:24

you know the other disciples that followed Jesus the

36:28

and then those that went out from Jerusalem

36:33

on the day of Pentecost you know

36:35

they were all sent out sent out for god to work through

36:39

right and

36:41

we're given the opportunity to make

36:44

decisions in our lives

36:46

based on the leading of the spirit

36:48

based on what we've Learned

36:49

based on what we know to be Grace and truth

36:53

to make the choices that lead us to life and godliness

36:56

what what a Deuteronomy uh

36:58

uh

37:00

what is it G uh

37:03

Moses was uh

37:06

right the

37:07

the writing of Deuteronomy

37:08

Lord help me Jesus yeah

37:10

I've talked too much today right

37:12

it says I've placed before you life and death

37:15

blessing and cursing

37:17

uh choose life

37:20

and you know

37:21

that's what we should choose each and every time

37:24

each and every day each and every minute

37:26

I choose life over things that degrade other people

37:31

that degrade other people

37:33

that put other people down and so on

37:36

so forth that cause division

37:39

that cause people to be hurt and wounded

37:43

and that's you know

37:45

part of choosing life is choosing words correctly

37:48

uh Proverbs 8:00

37:50

eighteen's are Proverbs

37:52

Chapter 18 tells us that

37:53

life and death is in the power of the tongue

37:55

right and um

37:58

so we should be very watchful at just thinking that

38:02

whatever happens is

38:03

oh well

38:03

that's God's will you know

38:05

well how do you explain

38:07

you know random weather patterns it

38:10

it's that it's it's the earth

38:13

you know things happen

38:14

it rains on the just and the unjust you

38:17

you mean it

38:18

there wasn't some machine that made the Hurricane

38:21

come our direction Lord have mercy

38:24

this is not the 24th century and this is not Star Trek

38:28

right we don't have the weather control devices yet

38:30

yeah the weather uh

38:32

modification that as they called it in the

38:34

in Star Trek no

38:36

we don't have that but um

38:38

uh I

38:39

I wish we did that would be wonderful right

38:41

right but um

38:43

you know I

38:44

it it

38:46

we are called to go out and make change in the world

38:50

we're called to to set a watch on our mouth right

38:55

we're called to guard our hearts

38:57

we're called to uh

38:59

keep our minds state on truth and Grace and justice

39:05

uh

39:06

you're not called to make sure that I do those things

39:11

and I'm not called to make sure you do those things

39:13

we do it for ourselves

39:15

and I know that's controversial theology

39:19

and some people don't like that

39:20

because it puts the responsibility on us

39:23

and it takes it off of God right

39:25

and we're just not out here flapping in the wind

39:28

but I truly believe that we have a responsibility

39:31

to carry that message

39:33

that Jesus taught us to the earth

39:35

how else is it gonna happen

39:37

God's not buying billboards

39:39

and putting the message up on the billboards by

39:42

you know the agent Holy Spirit right right

39:46

we have to do that and we have

39:50

we have to make sure that our life reflects that of

39:56

of the kingdom right

39:59

the rabbit is

40:00

is upset that she's not getting enough attention

40:03

I think I don't know if the rabbit was saying amen or

40:08

I don't know what she's doing me right

40:12

uh as you may have been able to tell

40:14

we've relocated our studio

40:16

and so we're now near the rabbit

40:18

and so uh

40:21

is Miss Dana giving us homework

40:23

yeah this is our homework for the night

40:26

no I uh

40:27

I made some notes um

40:29

some possible future podcast and so I was uh

40:33

I had her grab them for me

40:34

so I could try to pick out what our next podcast

40:38

I don't know if she wrote notes saying

40:40

I don't know what y'all are talking about

40:41

but this is better here right right

40:44

say these things I tell you what

40:46

the retreat this morning at MCC was probably better

40:49

it was that oh no

40:50

this is good it was uh

40:52

Reverend Martin did a great job or whatever Dana says

40:55

that's good too and we're actually going to talk about

41:00

some of the things that he covered today

41:02

in the retreat on an upcoming episode

41:04

closer to Thanksgiving

41:07

in which we're going to talk about

41:11

uh where is it

41:16

uh what did I write down

41:22

well it's gonna be essentially things that truly matter

41:25

but

41:27

uh that's not what I had uh

41:29

and then I had one um

41:33

that I thought was very funny um

41:38

let's see

41:39

yeah things that truly matter

41:41

and then uh

41:42

I have one that I thought was really funny

41:44

we're gonna do one called sweet baby Jesus

41:46

sweet baby Jesus Christ childhood hahaha

41:51

where did you get that out of today

41:53

I don't know I just

41:54

God knows what I was saying

41:55

he just you

41:57

you mentioned Christmas and oh okay

42:00

and my mind started moving

42:01

I mentioned Christmas no way

42:04

never never never yeah

42:05

and so I uh

42:08

that came to mind but yeah

42:11

that was that Class

42:13

Today was loosely based on a book by Joshua Becker

42:16

it's it's not a

42:18

it's not a quote unquote religious book

42:22

but right

42:23

and it does you can tell some threads in it

42:27

um

42:29

and another idea was a religion of cats

42:33

that's gonna be interesting

42:34

the religion of cats the religion of cats okay

42:39

uh and then we'll have an episode at some point

42:41

stump the pastors

42:43

stump the pastor

42:44

you all have to bring in questions to try to stump us

42:47

oh wow

42:48

we should do that once a quarter

42:51

at my first I haven't done it at MCC

42:54

first quarter at my first pastor at

42:57

we do I called it ask the pastor

43:01

usually it would be a midweek service and

43:04

but I always said okay

43:07

you can ask me anything you want

43:08

but I have the right to say I don't know right

43:11

absolutely

43:14

absolutely why don't we do a podcast called Ask Francis

43:18

ask Francis

43:20

those that can't see

43:21

Francis is up here on the back of my chair

43:24

perch like a parrot on the back

43:27

Francis is making sure we say all the right things

43:30

right he's the one feeding me all the good lines

43:32

he'll be judging us later right right right

43:36

so I think uh

43:38

next week

43:39

we're gonna talk about living in a chaotic world

43:43

that's a good one uh

43:44

it's gonna be post election

43:46

and I'm sure there's gonna be a lot of people who are

43:50

sad or upset

43:51

one side or the other

43:52

and who think that the world is coming to an end

43:56

and so um

43:58

how do we live in that chaos that's been created by

44:02

you know

44:03

the pitting of each other against each other over yeah

44:06

elections and everything else

44:08

and how do we get through that

44:11

and to somewhere that's a little bit better of a spot

44:14

so next week that'll be our topic

44:17

living in a chaotic world

44:20

uh any final thoughts Reverend Mark

44:25

I I just think that um

44:27

and I will dive harder into that as we

44:31

as you alluded to but I think we

44:34

we should step back and realize that moments that we

44:38

you know don't have our routines or conveniences

44:44

should be wake up calls for us

44:45

to remember that we are blessed people right

44:49

and that since we are a blessed people

44:52

we should be able to reach out

44:55

to bless others to be thankful and grateful

44:59

to live with a thankful heart

45:01

and to if we have it in our ability and our power

45:06

to minister to somebody

45:09

or open up and make something happen for somebody else

45:14

we should do that we should take that opportunity

45:17

it was the small things you know

45:19

I remember that pizza y'all brought me that

45:22

that was the best pizza that I think I've ever eaten

45:27

that you know

45:28

now was it

45:29

you know like I said

45:30

it wasn't made in Italy

45:31

it wasn't made by an official Italian cook

45:34

but it was just

45:36

I was so thankful and grateful for the fellowship

45:40

and for the get together for the food cause

45:43

you know peanut butter and jelly sandwich

45:45

after a few days in a row

45:48

is just a little much and

45:49

and so you know

45:51

you step back and

45:52

it's the little things in life that we should

45:55

be eternally grateful for

45:57

and I think moments like that

46:00

in our lives should make us appreciate when we succeed

46:06

when we move forward and

46:09

you know I remember the days when I was

46:12

you know I had success as a pastor for a while

46:15

and then when I stepped out of my first pastor

46:17

I lost so much income right

46:20

stepping out of that that

46:22

you know I had to sell my truck

46:25

I had to fix up this old beater car that I had

46:29

I had to I mean

46:31

I lived my credit card stayed maxed out over time

46:35

I pay off the credit card

46:37

and then get a little bit of credit left

46:40

that's what I would buy my groceries on

46:41

and then it would max out again

46:43

and so now I I

46:44

I step back and realize how blessed I am

46:47

and remind myself on the regular

46:50

you know live

46:51

live thankful for God's Grace and God's mercy

46:55

and share that with others

46:57

absolutely

46:59

Bishop Ben your final thoughts

47:02

well you know

47:03

Reverend Mark pretty much covered it really well

47:06

you know the only thing I gotta say is

47:07

you know people that are in this world today

47:09

we are all in it together

47:12

in a world that seems like it's upside down right now

47:15

I get

47:16

my best advice would be be courteous to each other

47:19

treat each other like human beings

47:21

show love and compassion

47:25

absolutely

47:27

and my final thought is this

47:35

even in the inconvenient times

47:38

don't let it shake your faith

47:42

stand firm

47:44

uh as Paul says in Scripture

47:47

when you've done all you can to stand

47:50

stand

47:52

I think that's a very wise advice

47:57

um

47:58

because I think

47:59

it's so easy for us to be bogged down by

48:03

even the inconveniences

48:06

to let ourselves end up uh

48:12

just letting that overwhelm us

48:15

rob our joy

48:18

and so um

48:21

just keep on keeping on

48:25

through thick and thin my friends

48:28

like I said next week

48:29

we'll be talking about living in a chaotic world

48:34

I want to thank Reverend Mark

48:35

and Bishop Ben for joining me tonight

48:38

it was wonderful to be here

48:40

thanks for hosting us yes

48:41

and for Francis keeping us in line

48:43

yeah Francis keeping us in line

48:44

thank you for having us and for Miss Dana

48:46

bringing us better things to talk about right right

48:50

she needs to be off every Saturday night

48:52

um so that's right

48:55

uh so until next week

48:57

when we once again attempt to expand your faith

49:00

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